Secrets
In recovery I have learned that “You are only as sick as your secrets”. I have always had a strong sense of faith even from childhood. I enjoyed going to church, reading the Bible, and studying and thinking about religious and spiritual things. I still do. I am not exactly sure where all of that came from. I am sure some of it came from my mother who had us kids go to church fairly regularly when I was growing up. Some of it came from my own curiosity—things I had read or heard on television, radio programs, etc. One thing I am sure of is that deep in my heart I knew that God existed, that He loved me, and He implanted in my heart a desire to know Him and have a relationship with Him. I instinctively knew that before I was formally taught about it from God’s Word. I believe that is true for all of us. However, I was also vividly aware of the apparent conflict between my spiritual desire and the desire of my flesh. The in...