Secrets
In recovery I have learned that “You are only as sick as your secrets”.   I have always had a strong sense of faith even from childhood.   I enjoyed going to church, reading the Bible, and studying and thinking about religious and spiritual things.   I still do.   I am not exactly sure where all of that came from.   I am sure some of it came from my mother who had us kids go to church fairly regularly when I was growing up.   Some of it came from my own curiosity—things I had read or heard on television, radio programs, etc.   One thing I am sure of is that deep in my heart I knew that God existed, that He loved me, and He implanted in my heart a desire to know Him and have a relationship with Him.   I instinctively knew that before I was formally taught about it from God’s Word.   I believe that is true for all of us.   However, I was also vividly aware of the apparent conflict between my spiritual desire and the desire of my flesh.   The in...